On Wholeness, Being and the Journey, Part 1

May 4, 2018
What began as a simple riff on subscriber comments from the previous episode has become a 2-part exploration and explanation of what wholeness means. This is a deconstruction of the illusions of what we commonly say it takes to "get... continued

Wedding Bells are Ringing for Jeremy!

April 27, 2018
Jeremy is taking a hiatus this week. Why? Because he's been preparing for his--official, public, family and friends--wedding! Last November 4th, he married the love of his life, Carol Fong, in an intimate exchange of vows. This September 22nd, they... continued

Out with the Old Thinking!

April 21, 2018
It's time to do some Spring cleaning--and that includes how we think about ourselves, time, aliens, inter-dimensional beings, and the notion of futuristic advancement in the age of our dying. This is a punchy solo episode. Get ready. continued

The Mind-Blowing Journey of Steve Cantwell

April 13, 2018
What happens when a Mormon preacher tries salvia in Alaska? He ends up a standup comedian in Texas. Those sentences would be a setup/punchline combo were it not for the too-true-for-TV horror that happened in between. Get ready to have... continued

A Jungian Use for Hypnosis?

April 6, 2018
In this, the conclusion to our conversation with author Brian Short, he tells us of his use of hypnosis that is different from how we normally abuse it. Then, for subscribers, host Jeremy Vaeni flies solo, finally revealing what happened... continued

Signs in the Sky

March 29, 2018
Author Brian Short is a lifelong experiencer. At first blush, his experiences may seem relatively normal as far as high strangeness goes. But when we look deeper we find something really strange here that is quite telling about Visitor phenomena... continued

Jesse Herbert Returns: Is Channeling Real?

March 22, 2018
It's been over a year since Jesse Herbert has been a guest on the show. When he heard the episode where Jeremy & Whitley recounted their trip to Esalen, and their meeting spirit channeler Paul Selig, he decided to come... continued

Parallel Life Calling Me Home

March 16, 2018
In this second conversation with last week's guest, John, we explore what may be a parallel life he's also living that feels as if it's calling him to be that person, on the one hand... but on the other, he... continued

Am I an Experiencer?

March 8, 2018
Have you ever had the pressing sense that you're an experiencer of Visitor phenomena, but only vague recollections, synchronicities surrounding the topic, and odd recurring dreams? What should you do? Explore it? Ignore it? We will tackle this with "John,"... continued

A Conference at Esalen–and Anne Strieber Shows Up!

March 2, 2018
Last week, Whitley Strieber and Jeremy Vaeni were among 4 experiencers who participated in a week-long conference at the Esalen Institute in Big Sur, California, who fielded questions from scholars in fields ranging from anthropology and religious history to psychology.... continued