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In this solo episode, Jeremy Vaeni introduces us to not only a hidden history of Hawaii but the history of how and why it was hidden in the first place, as told to him recently by 2 Hawaiian elders. Then, he transitions into an explanation of how the latest pet theory in physics–namely that our universe is a computer simulation–is an untrue metaphor for the truth underlying our collective amnesia.


  1. Jeremy, what a good show, as
    Jeremy, what a good show, as always.
    I might have found it quite helpful 50 years ago, when i was processing “what’s it all about” and might not have felt so alone finding my way. However, it seems that the journey requires self-determination rather than just following/accepting someone else’s answers.

    Going within is singular and yet, i suspect the sharing of our journeys is also necessary – part of the way to “be” both many and “One.” The history of humanity… is it this very journey over and over again? And sharing story is so important, when one has gained wisdom.

    I have found that wisdom is not limited in time, culture, etc. It is quite evident in the many comments i have read in UC over the years.

    Well done!

  2. I also wanted to convey these
    I also wanted to convey these ideas again, in case anybody missed them.


    Could it be that consciousness imposes its state of entropy upon a wave in superposition, collapsing the waveform at a specific time and place? There is utility in this concept, from a practical point of view. The quantum state of a wave in superposition is ill defined, and therefore in a timeless, inert state of potential. But if a consciousness can impose its state of entropy (which exists in correlation with every other piece of matter in the universe, in the present, if one accepts the premise that all matter is connected) it would tell the wave in superposition PRECISELY where to collapse in time and space. A state of entropy is completely specific, depending upon where all other matter in the Universe is located and how the Universe is correlated to an object that conveys consciousness; a consciousness which exists in the present moment. So, a person with consciousness tells the waveform when and where to collapse, using its current state of entropy as a guide. This can happen every single time, in the present, because consciousness is evolving into new states of entropy continuously (time passage). Thus, consciousness tells the wave where to go, and what time coordinate to inhabit. It’s like the photon in superposition is lost, and consciousness tells it exactly where to manifest. Consciousness gives it a purpose, as far as its manifestation in space-time is concerned. A state of entropy contains specific information about a space-time coordinate, and this coordinate is located for a being with consciousness always in the present (because we are trapped in the perspective of existing in the present moment entirely).A state of entropy would be particle-reality related, because such a state would exist only in the present moment, a discrete moment in time.

    For the body existing in space-time, its specific position is also set by its state of entropy. Entropy determines its exact position in space-time.

    Entropy is the process of decay and erosion, as matter gradually returns to its component quantum wave state (its ultimate destination). Entropy is the devolution of matter, the breaking down and separation of it. This breaking down, separation and dispersal of matter creates time. Expansion of the Universe, which is part of the process of matter eventually breaking down, is also correlated with time passage. Time splits into perceivable moments (past, present and future) as galaxies and stars race away from each other. There is thus a movable center of time (the changeable present), which moves through these motions in an arrow of time, always towards greater disorder. Human consciousness lives in the present, which is always changing. Comparatively, time passage in the quantum realm is a fixed, unmoving point, in which all events transpire instantaneously. Time perceived by humans in the Universe (entropic time) is a sub-divided, surface phenomenon, while quantum reality is defined by deep, coherent waves residing in superposition and eternity. Anything that contributes to the breaking down of matter, (pain, erosion, suffering, death, abuse, aging, destruction, annihilation) adds to the march of entropy. The exact progression of entropy can be determined from the exact position of galaxies and stars relative to each other in a given moment, the amount of disorder involved with the consciousness that is perceiving it, and the amount of destruction that is occurring in the circumstance.

    The original singularity that existed prior to the Big Bang consisted of a perfectly ordered state. All matter was inherently connected together. This pristine state was ruptured, and the Big Bang ensued. The separation of forces into their parts began the process of entropy. As galaxies formed and began to move distances from each other in a Universal expansion, matter was still connected together at a fundamental level, but entropy on the surface became greater. This instantaneous connection of matter across distances at the quantum level ensured that the level of entropy between galaxies could always be known precisely during a given moment, the galaxies relationship to one another determines it.

    Matter therefore exists in two simultaneous conditions. That of quantum flux, and entropic time. Respectively, one confers depth, timelessness, and cogent waves, while the other is concerned with disorder, decay, discrete separation, and a surface notion of time. Humans perceive time generally in the manner they do because our bodies are almost continually involved in the process of decay. Damage to the cells produces disorder in the body, part of the breaking down process. In order to counter this decay, humans must receive regular infusions of energy, obtained from the ingesting of nutrients. This infusion allows for repair and also carries energy with it, which can be used for tasks such as locomotion. Energy also arrives from the quantum realm, and helps to sustain the body briefly in the quantum elements—energy returns the body to a timeless state to a degree (the body is affected by some time dilation), where it is partially connected to quantum flux. The need for nutritious resources is the need for timeless suspension of reality, which is salubrious to body and mind. Sleep, which puts the body in a relatively motionless state (mirroring the quantum zone’s fixed point of time reference) is also pivotal, allowing the body to absorb waves from the Earth’s quantum mass, and the greater quantum plane. Evolution is the push and pull of entropic (random chance, disordered, destructive) forces, and the consumption of resources (some of which are also entropic in character). This culminates in a particular breed being produced.

    I believe that the goal of evolution is to produce a being that can utilize both the entropic and quantum energy states effectively for the benefit of civilization, rather than simply being subject to the harsh realities and unfolding of entropy. Entropic time is like a disease, one which causes beings to emulate its particular attributes. I am convinced that the destructive histories of mankind can be linked to exposure to entropic disorder over time, entropy has invaded many people’s minds. Adopting a stance based on what one is perceiving seems logical, in light of the fact that entropy seems to be pervasive. However, following the lead of the Universe in this manner will simply lead to oblivion, and there is too much destruction in the world today. The quantum realm must be explored in order to insure survival at this epoch in history. The quantum realm should be regarded as an inexhaustible resource, one that can tip the balance of order over disorder. Without this resource, we simply decay, and the painfulness is prolonged and excruciating. Following the preconditioned destiny of the Universe’s matter through entropy is bound to be an extremely aggravating experience if we cannot attain a measure of control and comprehension.

  3. I love it! Every time you
    I love it! Every time you put it into words it can so easily sound like nonsense. And yet, there it is. It’s so easy and yet we don’t do it for so many reasons. It’s just hilarious!

  4. To be trapped in time means
    To be trapped in time means that one is subject to entropy, decay, death. Whether we let the Universe do this to us or we do it to ourselves is not important, it happens.

    Fortunately, I believe that different notions of time have extreme utility. Using an A series conception of time can change something that is difficult to change, when it is set in the unchanging C series mode. We are all here to experience time, specifically change itself. Because C series is completely interconnected, and by tugging on one thing you find it is attached to everything else, C series entities are resistant to change. C series is useful for teleportation and time travel, because to be caught in A series means to be separated (for example, from the nearest star, via conventional spacecraft travel). Being in contact with C series energy could also preserve the body, making longevity extended. A series and C series are thus physical modes of being, with different laws of physics ascribed to them.

    Seeing certain suicidal tendencies in society may be part of our awakening to these different levels of physicality. Some people are heading down destructive paths, and the influence of entropy is to blame. It’s also inside much of Science, within the very constructs of Scientific thought. Entropy is with us every day, and its impact is everywhere. The only way to combat it is to indulge in the interconnectivity of C series, that takes away its sting. A wave oriented, interconnected reality is a more benevolent one. The second law of thermodynamics is not the end.

  5. One aspect of C series time
    One aspect of C series time that was mentioned by John Mctaggart was the atemporal nature of that series. We are focused upon a series of interlocking events in series A, that constitute an unfolding of time as we know it in the Universe, events from the past, present and future. There is a definite position to events in time. However, with C series, position becomes more hazy. With no position in time to anchor them, position vanishes altogether. Or, does it?

    I suggest that there is a type of position present in series C, even when all events transpire simultaneously in the nothingness of a fixed moment (the GREAT NOW). This is due to the interrelationship of various forms of energy, specifically those from the chakras. The lower chakras intermingle with the higher and middle chakras, eventually cancelling them out entirely. The lower chakras have a type of density, and this accounts for one of their characteristics. It is like a viscosity. Higher energies are less viscous. If one took all energies from everywhere and combined them, it would result in an absolute cancellation of all energies, at the now moment. However, this cancellation can happen on the smaller scale (which makes it comprehendible for us smaller beings). Various combinations of chakra energies in a smaller quantity can conspire together to form a null set, or cancelled out formless energy phenomena. That this can happen on smaller scales is very significant. The reason may be because infinity cannot be divided, and since everything is ultimately connected the whole is evident in the part. I offered an example of this phenomenon in my initial post on this thread, the one concerning the singularity.

    So, there may be a type of positioning going on that is atemporal, based on chakra energies and their relationship with one another. This is different from series A series time distinctions, and involve a new type of temporal positioning status. This may amount to a type of equilibrium.

  6. John Mctaggart, in his essay,
    John Mctaggart, in his essay, “the unreality of time”, described A, B, and C series conceptions of time. The A series of time depicted time as having past, present and future. B series was time as one block, with events happening before or after one another. C series was also time as one block, but with no before or after in the series of events. I believe that at the quantum level, the C series applies. Time is a fixed point, where all transpires simultaneously.

    The thing that distinguishes our A level in the Universe from the C level is entropy. The Universe is splitting apart, expanding, decaying into particles. It is separating, and this separation creates time itself. The C level is correlated with waves and interconnection, the timeless, unity. The fundamental difference between these two is that the interconnection that is evident in series C is not part of series A.

    I wanted to relay an aha moment for me. Here is an experience that happened to me when I was young.

    When I was 14 years of age I entered a shower in my home and let the water run over me. I was under the impression that something significant was going to happen, and that I was on schedule for an appointment of some type. I turned off the shower, laid down on my back and relaxed in the tub as the water began to drain. I began to hear a whispering sound of many voices, and I began to feel energy sensations move from the bottom of my spine, up my middle section, and into the higher crown chakra regions. I was seeing threads of energy which blossomed into gorgeous colors and images, I observed strings of energy that sparked up and played out, the phantasmagoria that erupted was full of liquid light and strong emotions. At one point, I witnessed the impression of two faces looking at me, but I did not discontinue my emotional and mental journey, I delved further into the feelings that were materializing. About halfway into the experience, the poles of right and left energy seemed to reverse, although this seemed natural and familiar to me. I simply noted it and headed deeper into the energy waves and spatial realities that were flooding through my brain. I was inside a tunnel, it appeared, and this tunnel defined my visual scope. As I really started to run the energy, I noticed that the energies were becoming more and more intense. I could feel Earth energy bubbling up inside of me, which then progressed to Sky energy at the top of my crown chakra. I noted that energy from these two ports influenced each other, and that one responded in accordance to the actions of the other. One energy arose out of the other, and I generally continued my “up, middle, down, middle, up” sequence constantly. Sometimes I went from up to down, middle to up, so the sequence of directions got shifted at times. The energies seemed to be wrapped around each other in principle, much like The staff of Asclepius, or Hippocratic Oath symbol. Intensity of vibration continued to burgeon, flow advanced, and suddenly I was rushing down a tunnel at an incredible speed, perhaps light speed or greater. I was reaching the uppermost limits of my crown chakra energy. I reached down into the Earth energy one last time, feeling the dense viscosity of it, then I observed a very tight string of energy racing to the absolute top, to the cap of my head. For an instance, I paused, then I focused the total accumulation of the energy that I remembered from the entire experience on the base of my spine. A pin prick of focused light exploded (or perhaps imploded) at that moment, seeming to ricochet off of something. Time appeared to stop, and I could see and feel the essence of everything within the apparent “singularity”. I could see a invisible road leading to the singularity, I was aware that it was the energy road I had just traveled. I observed a golden yellow dot portion of the singularity, superimposed upon a brownish dot. The feelings I experienced were greater than any feelings I have ever had in my entire lifetime. Everything was interconnected and mingled in the singularity, which evidently persisted for a few seconds then faded. It seemed like an inordinately long amount of time had elapsed. I looked at my eyes a few minutes later in the mirror, and they were brighter than I have ever seen my eyes appear.

    I later learned this was a Kundalini experience, and that running energy like this could be learned as a technique. During the experience I felt that I could stop anytime, but the actual energies I experienced were not fully under my conscious control.

  7. Jeremy, you’re pretty proud
    Jeremy, you’re pretty proud of yourself aren’t you? Well, you should be. 🙂

    A couple of weeks ago I stated that we are the ‘final frontier’, and you have taken this notion and run with it, and expressed it much better than I did. Many people want to believe that there is something bigger and greater than themselves, and yet they totally lose sight of the fact that they are a part of it. We experience by being in our bodies, our own personal little time machines. When we die, this being that is my personality ceases to exist, but the real ‘me’ remains a part of timeless consciousness. When I have a ‘memory’ of another life, I am just tapping into the library of consciousness to get, most likely, what i need in that moment, from another part of being. Likewise if we channel or tap into consciousness and talk to Aunty Tilly, we probably aren’t talking to Aunt Tilly, but that memory of Aunt Tilly that still exists within the greater consciousness, complete with the memory that we can relate to, her ‘personality.’

    … Or maybe not…:-)

    I hope that you are able to get ‘W’ on the show…Or maybe a roundtable with ‘W’ and Tiokasin Ghosthorse? That could be very interesting!

  8. Great show Jeremy! It
    Great show Jeremy! It definitely, upon encountering some of the things you said, has spurned me to not necessarily revisit but explore for the first time really the history of Hawaii besides just knowing that it became a state in the 1950s a couple of centuries or so after European and American meddling with it, unhappily, usually, for the natives. I had actually thought, being someone who knows history in general pretty darn well, that Hawaii at some point, and for a while, had been a possession of the Spanish Empire before our republic annexed it and then granted it statehood. Nope. Pretty much all a product of American “imperialism,” for good or ill. And, the Union Jack in their state flag to boot! I had no idea. 🙂

  9. But Jeremy – none of this is
    But Jeremy – none of this is “scientific.” To be Science, something has to be repeatable, objectively measurable, and independently verifiable and it is the nature of the “visitor” experience to be exactly NOT that.
    For instance – the fact the earth is round is verifiable by anyone living on the planet using techniques developed by the ancient Greeks. The fact water boils at 100C/212F at standard-temperature-and-pressure is totally conclusive by anyone, anywhere with a calibrated thermometer and a source of heat and water. You don’t need “belief” to play a part in any of it.
    The visitor experience is not any of those things. You can tell me about your visitor experiences, and I can tell you about mine – but we cant write down a recipe for someone in Botswana to follow – e.g., go stand in this place at this time, wear these clothes, to have exactly the same thing happen. There is no way to prove conclusively that any of it happened in conscious 3D space. It is as etherial as dreams – and dreams are not science.

    The pillow talk you have with your girlfriend at 2AM is not science. The thoughts you have when reading Gurdjeiff or the morning news – are not science. No human thought is completely transferrable to another except in abstraction and translation – and that is not science.

    Science is what we use to communicate between humans those things that are repeatable and verifiable by any objective observer. Frankly, this is what’s maddening about the whole climate change debate – it’s like debating that we should declare the number PI should be 22/7 because it’s too hard to remember all the other digits. PI is what it is and anyone with a protractor, a pencil, and a ruler, can figure it out and arrive at the same answer, anywhere on earth, irrespective of religious belief. It’s not something to be believed or not – it just is an aspect of this particular reality.

    The visitor reality is not this one. Frankly, I don’t know if the circumference of a circle divided by its diameter equals PI in their universe. I don’t know if they have Hydrogen and if it has a single proton in its nucleus, or if they have atoms. The visitors are very careful to not be scientific, but rather, to exist in that confusion between philosophy, religion, and the membrane between the YOU that is self-aware, and the physical corpus with which you use to motate around the planet.

    The Visitors are not science. Plain and simple.


    1. Ice Owl, I ran across this
      Ice Owl, I ran across this preliminary study done on the existence and function of “anti-neurons”.

      It suggests that the electrical balance in the brain is a key component in brain health. Anti-memory neurons may act as stabilizers, keeping the proper electrical activity percolating evenly and freeing synaptic resources so they can engage in other functions.

      I have always believed that the technique of Earthing helps to iron out wayward electrical signals, bringing overall balance to the brain. Electrical grounding may be an aspect that is involved with the function of anti-memories, since in my experience grounding appears to demonstrate a silencing of neuron activity.

      I have always regarded repetition as something interesting, and I have been under the impression for some time that the brain encodes a memory forwards and backwards when exposed to a close repetition for a period of time. This would suggest a similar reversed configuration to anti-memories.

      It seems that forgetting is probably important as remembering, and when we forget it helps to stem chaos in the mind.

      In my singularity experience above, I state that there was a reversal of polarity, and that may also be tied to anti-memories or something like them.

  10. Mace,
    See my conversation


    See my conversation with Carol under Whitley’s new journal entry about disclosure and election tampering. She mentions a theory about the sun affecting time, and I briefly mention how the Sun affects me, and I feel that it touches on ‘electrical balance’ as you discuss here, and its effects on the brain. You may be on the money with this one, and I can tell you that when I connect to Earth and nature, there is more clarity in my thoughts and mind, as well as a sense of timelessness (anti-memories).

    1. Clarity itself is the state
      Clarity itself is the state of seeing clearly, such as through a transparent substance, like wind or water. When a thought is silenced, it simply goes inert, it does not get annihilated. It’s not like matter and anti-matter mixing. I believe that various energies in the brain have complimentary components, energies that cancel each other out. It is this cancellation that creates a “clear state” of mind. An anti-memory may cancel out an encoded memory by imitating it in reverse order. The combination of the two results in a net zero forward momentum.

      In the void, energy may be arranged in this manner, with complimentary energies cancelling each other out to net zero forward progress. The energy may be present inside of the void, but silenced and balanced. Yin and Yan are perfectly balanced in the void. The brain, with its right and left hemispheres, is a reflection of the inherent balance of the void, with anti-memories being the “White Knight who is talking backwards” mentioned by Jefferson Airplane and Lewis Carol.

      Electrical signals can build and build if the energy is not grounded. The simple act of planting one’s bare feet upon the ground for 30 mins can prevent the amping up of nervous energy.

    2. I wanted to add an
      I wanted to add an interesting fact about the Beatles. Most people know that Paul is left handed, but I found out recently that Ringo is also left handed. John and George were right handed, and this means they had right handed and left handed people in equal proportion in the group. This might function effectively as an anti-memory or right vs. left balance, which might have enabled the Beatles to become great musicians. It has been said that until Ringo came, the group energy did not gel, the arrival of Ringo heralded great things for the fab 4.

      I wonder if any other groups have this configuration as well.

  11. JV…
    You aked for people to


    You aked for people to come share on your show. I am ready & willing & able. My brother and I have had many experiences in the esoteric world being military brats.
    The first was the Teheran UFO incident. 1976. We watched from our rooftop.

    Anyway much to share and I’m no nutjob.. email me here as I have no way of emailing you on this site.
    PS- also friends with Matt Frizzell…

  12. Anyone who wishes to send
    Anyone who wishes to send Jeremy an email regarding the ‘Experience’, can do so on…

    I look forward to hearing you, James.

    P.S. I’m not sure I would post my personal email address, unless you don’t mind people looking you up on Facebook…or wherever…just sayin’.

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