This is really an extraordinary time to be involved in the
close encounter experience. I cannot remember such a time in
my life, and I think, probably, that there has never been
such a time before. The reason is simple: there have been UFO
before this one, and large ones, but there has never been a
substantial group of people capable of communication.
Since December 7, when I had an incredible sequence of
experiences that I recorded in my last journal entry, I have
been able to break new ground in my experience, and I am not
alone.
I?ve been able to evolve my
meditation techniques into a medium of communication that is
working.
But it goes beyond that. I have also learned
how to state, in a few very simple words, certain
fundamental aims of life that have not been said this
clearly before, which, I hope, will offer others as much
chance of potentiation as a new kind of human being as they
are offering me.
I that I?m not alone in taking the close encounter
experience further. I know this, because of the letters I
get, and how,
in recent months, some of the people doing the meditations I
have been offering have been affected. The last two of these
meditations are being posted over the next two weeks, as I
have finally come to a point of understanding that has
enabled me to state their purpose very clearly.
The question must be asked, what does the new face of
contact mean? From the standpoint of our visitors?whatever
they are?it has taken two forms. The first is a much richer
and more undeniable array of sightings of strange things in
the sky. The second is a dramatic increase in witness
involvement with them and their way of thinking. For
example, I am more deeply in communication now than I have
ever been, and I am not alone.
The object that was placed in my left ear in 1989 has begun
to work in a very focused and clear manner. It doesn?t turn
on often, but when it does, the results are new and they are
dramatic. What happens now
is that I hear a faint sound of a gong in the ear, about ten
times a minute, for a period of half an hour or so,
generally in the early mornings when things are quiet. When
this is happening, I am able to see and interact with a
certain group of people, including reading books and papers,
and participating in life with them almost as if it was
entirely physical. I have come to know some of these people.
They are aware of me, and they look entirely human. That
said, the way they live?in small cabins in a dense
woodland?suggests that they are not of our world or perhaps
not of this time, or perhaps their lives are unfolding in a
parallel universe.
I don?t believe that they are hallucinations. I don?t think
that I?m capable of hallucinating detail this extensive. For
example, a book of theirs that I have been reading has
enabled me, for the eighth and ninth meditations in my
series, to speak with complete clarity about just where we
are now as a species, and where we can go when we rebuild
our culture around a clear understanding of why there is
even such a thing as physical life.
Now, all of this is quite marvelous for me and others who
are working at this. However, I know that I am not the first
to reach this state, because I have had contact with people
who came close to it back in the twenties and thirties. In
fact, they reached a point where their movements were
virtually physical, and they could sometimes actually bring
back physical artifacts.
They were Jewish cabalists, doing their esoteric work in the
context of the shtetl culture of Poland in those days, and
all but a few of them were gassed to death by the Nazis.
In the late eighties, I met one of the survivors, who
explained what had happened to them. They had made enormous
progress with the ?light? or positive side, and, in order to
accomplish this, had pushed away the dark side and ignored
it. The result, she explained to me, was that they failed to
notice that it had
risen up behind their backs. When it came swarming into the
country in the form of columns of Nazi soldiers, they were
caught
entirely unawares. Of course, their work in no way created the
attack. But by ignoring the dark side, they ended up being
surprised by
something that esotericists, with their understanding of the
power of
black magic, should have been aware of. (And black magic
isn?t some
sort of secretive mumbo-jumbo. You want to see black magic
at work? Watch
one of Hitler?s speeches. That?s black magic.)
In fact, development of relationship to aspects of this
other that we find appealing is only part of what is
necessary. If you don?t also open yourself to the realities
that you don?t like, possibilities, while great, remain
limited, and there is always the chance that the dark side
will reach out to you in unexpected and usually damaging
ways, as to ignore it is to insure that you are ignorant of
it and therefore vulnerable to it, in the same way that they
were.
Therefore, at the same time that I have been enjoying this
wonderful new experience, I have also been proactively
exploring the dark side by working on a graphic novel and
movie about people who are injured by their close encounter
experiences. I have been steeping myself in the dark side of
the close encounter experience, while struggling to make my
relationship to its light side deeper and more coherent.
Do I think, therefore, that what is out there?or rather,
now, in here?good or bad? The answer is that it?s like us,
but even more complicated. No individual human being is all
good or all bad, and certainly you cannot characterize the
species as anything but a profoundly multidimensional
manifestation.
When we are dealing with the visitors, I think that this is
even more true, because there are different types involved,
including human-looking creatures with quite unusual powers
of mind that area appearing among us in increasing numbers.
In fact, there is quite a huge chorus of visitors, and it?s
not at all clear to me that it?s appropriate to think of
them as being, simply, from other planets.
Again, the reality is complex, and we know very little about
what it all actually means, and there is little point in
speculating at this time, because our scientific and
intellectual communities have not yet engaged the question
seriously. Thus, we do not yet know what our best answers
might be.
This gets me to the question of how we, as social creatures,
have engaged this reality so far. There is a governmental
response, certainly. It could be seen in clear operation in
the recent Stephenville, Texas events, where an
extraordinary apparition of aerial objects, most of which
were functioning in a manner that defies physics, was
accompanied by flights of US Air Force jets rushing past
with their afterburners roaring.
From the early days of the modern sighting phenomenon, air
forces around the world, and especially the USAF, have
reacted to these intrusions by confronting the apparent
machines with fighter jets. On some occasions, there has
been gunfire.
In other words, we have reacted in the most primitive
possible way, and done no more than that. Let me be
specific. Obviously, there have been various attempts over
the years on the part of many official entities to address
the issue of these apparitions in a way that might lead to
some definite knowledge. But none of this can have been
effective, or fighters wouldn?t be racing off after UFO in
2007, just as they were in 1947. What that is, is spear
shaking, and it comes from precisely the same primitive
thinking that makes animals engage in threat posturing when
confronted by an unknown intruder into what they perceive as
their space.
Sixty years, and we?re still, as a culture, reacting in this
simple way. To those of us who have come into deeper
communication with this presence, it?s embarrassing, and I
am really beginning to wish that we could do better.
The only way to improve is to take our internal social
debate about this to a new level. Last fall, a new attempt
was made to do that by a group of professionals assembled in
Washington, and, for the first time, the New York Times
carried a rational story about the matter. The response from
the visitors was immediate?and I can assure you, it was
intentional?and came in the form of a whole array of new
sighting events, planet-wide.
Now, what do we have to do to continue and deepen this
dialog? First, it would be helpful if the military would
disengage and the scientific community would engage. We look
like idiots, frankly, with the roaring, impotent jets and
all the ?classified? nonsense, which the visitors see as so
childish. ?Why do you deny what is seen?? is a question I
have heard. It?s a good one, but if you listened to some
recent Larry King episodes about this, you were treated to
just such idiocy. Unfortunately for us, we are not alone
here. There is a large unrated and unseen audience for
everything we do, and along with the compassion and the
exploitation, the supportive and the cruel, there has now
begun to be laughter.
I can handle being treated like a baby. I have acted like
one, especially at first. I can handle the compassion. God
knows, I need a helping hand as much as anybody. I can
understand the exploitation?not like it, but certainly
understand it in all its fearful ugliness. But I don?t want
to be scorned because I happened to be a member of a species
with an exceptional number of idiots aboard.
Also, however, I can?t change the fact that the government
discovered long ago, that, as long as they keep shaking
their spears, the visitors will stay clear of us, and only
observe.
I?m bored here. I?ve gotten a good glimpse of what life is
like in this universe, and I am hungry for more, and I know
that many others like me feel the same way.
So, what can WE do?
For one thing, be darned careful. I see from the
San
Francisco Chronicle that, Since 9/11, and seemingly without
the notice of most Americans, the federal government has
assumed the authority to institute martial law, arrest a
wide swath of dissidents (citizen and noncitizen alike), and
detain people without legal or constitutional recourse in
the event of "an emergency influx of immigrants in the U.S.,
or to support the rapid development of new programs."
I don?t care for that mysterious phrase ?to support the
rapid development of new programs,? because I am well aware
of what it might mean. Many of us, like me, contain
implanted technology that the US military cannot now
understand or make use of. But what if they do learn? Do we
suddenly find ourselves grabbed off the street to assist in
?the rapid development of new programs??
If so, it will all be quite useless. The idiocy of the
thinking that would go into any such attempt almost beggars
the imagination. They are liable to end up tearing us apart
in order to get at technology that is mostly not even
expressed into the physical world. We must never forget the
Polish warning. With each passing day, it becomes more
important.
Those of us who have come into communication with the world
outside are always in jeopardy. Just as the grays have an
exploitative element, so do we, believe me. They, at least,
exploit with exquisite care and skill. Our side is going to
be using the equivalent of clubs.
There is something that we actually CAN do, which is that
those of us who are willing and able to find our place in
the great dialogue that defines conscious life in the
universe at our level can and should do so. You don?t need
an implant like I have to do this. The thing was given to me
to jump start my thick head. Since few people are as dense
as this old post, you?ll almost all do better once you get
started.
I?m not going to lay it out for you. I learned in the little
schoolroom that has been my life that this is not what
works. You will come to it, one way or another. I came to it
by years of meditation and inner search, following a
childhood in which my expectations about the nature of
reality were shattered by trauma.
But now, things are different. Anybody who is not a fool can
look around them and see ample evidence that reality is not
what it seems. You can shatter the cosmic egg by just going
on YouTube (But don?t be taken in by all the CGI, please. If
you are rigorous and discriminating, it?s not hard to open
your mind.) My meditations on this website offer a difficult
but effective means of changing your inner stance in such a
way that you become open to communication.
Because that?s what we need, now: communication. In 1952,
the visitors conducted an elaborate operation over
Washington that failed because they, in effect, broadcast,
but we didn?t respond.
It?s time to start broadcasting, folks. The universe has
sent us a message. Hello? Let?s send one back! (If you want
a blueprint, look into your own mind. Each of us has to
figure this out for himself or herself.) And as far as who
is involved, passivity doesn?t work. The whole vast world
sits waiting for something to happen. Whatever does happen,
though, it won?t be that. They?ll wait forever.
Do it now, in your own mind and heart. Now. That?s the only
time there is.
