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dirkwright
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Username: dirkwright

Post Number: 582
Registered: 2-2005
Posted on Wednesday, August 02, 2006 - 4:52 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

While I was sitting here reading a patent application, the image of you giving me a hug came into my mind. Thanks.

Yeah, I'm not into revenge. I walk away from stuff like that now.

Seems like you made a mess in your kitchen. At least the floor will be clean now, though I hope the dog didn't drink any of it.
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Southern Cross
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Username: jolinda

Post Number: 902
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Posted on Wednesday, August 02, 2006 - 9:24 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

No, it was in the house we had 15 years ago. Different house, different dog. My current dog won't even eat junk food. She'll eat popcorn if I make it on the stove, but not the microwave kind.

I had a long commute home. I was stuck driving the Bronco, since he who must be obeyed (HHMBO) has the other truck. It's way too big for me, and I tend to change lanes every time I adjust the radio.

I'll check into the delta cd, and invest in a descent portable cd player. I wonder if I should use an mp3 instead. Do you know anything about them?

Almost forgot. Have you read any of the Michael Rhodes books? He seemed to have a lot of experience with devas and nature spirits. Until I typed this, I had forgotten that as a child, I use to draw fairies with a compulsion.
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Southern Cross
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Post Number: 903
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Posted on Wednesday, August 02, 2006 - 9:27 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Did you ever do anything with short wave radio?
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dirkwright
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Username: dirkwright

Post Number: 585
Registered: 2-2005
Posted on Thursday, August 03, 2006 - 8:57 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Oh man, you continue to amaze me SC. I really love the way you get into my mind.

I wouldn't use an mp3 player, since the quality of the sound is not as good as a CD player, and the psychic effect of the CD may be dependent on some subtle sounds that may get lost in the lower quality mp3, but this is just a hunch on my part.

Yes, I have read almost everything Michael Roads has published and I have learned much from him. His wife Treenie died recently, btw. His son publishes Nexus magazine. I remember I exchanged a few emails with Treenie a few years ago.

Yes my dear, I have a couple of short wave radios. One sits by my bed, the other I carry with me in my bag. My grandfather was a ham, and he gave me his ham radio, though I do not use it. I used to go to hamfests to buy old vacuum tube equipment and parts. I continue to be astounded at your talents! thanks so much!

I felt very comfortable and relaxed talking with you yesterday, thanks. I hope we can talk again soon. I had to cut our conversation short because we were running up against some pain I have that I could not articulate. Sorry I wasn't able to say that yesterday. Yes, I know I have a lot of pain, but I'm working on it, as I've done now for decades. I really appreciate your desire to help me heal, it is a very loving thing to want to do.

I will only be initiating contact with you via this message board out of respect for the Samurai Warrior. There's no sense in waving red meat in front of a tiger; you just wind up getting bit or worse.

If you have not already done so, it occurred to me that you should try blessing people. I think you have the gift for it.

Last night, I went to bed about 9 and awoke about 2:30. The only memory I had was of being carried back to my body in the arms of a woman in white, and then it dawned on me that she must have been the Lady in White that I described to you. I believe she is like a mother to me, because I have many other memories of being carried back to my body in the arms of a woman. I also realized that the more I wake up, the more I realize that we really are children, that we are children pretending to be adults in the same way that our children play "house" or "doctor". The reason we do not realize this in normal life is because we are not normally exposed to the Adult Immortals. I believe this Lady in White is one of those, as are the ones described by Mary Sparrowdancer. I have been exposed to them, and I can tell you that it is quite embarrassing to realize that you are just a child compared to them, and I mean that literally. It is an incredible blow to the ego to be in the presence of these people and it humbles you like nothing else I can remember. So, I listened to my CD for an hour, then tried to fall asleep, but the energy flow was too strong, so I did some rebirthing for less than an hour, then got up at 5 and meditated for another half hour. This energy flow rejuvenates my body in most ways, but I'm sure I'll be tired tonight, since I've been effectively up since 2:30 this morning. I also realized that waking up means never being asleep, that you a conscious all the time, that you remember everything that happens both night and day. I believe I'm making progress, but without a real gauge to compare, I don't really know how much I've made.

I also realized that the times I have described to you when I have extraordinary experiences are like graduating from grade school, or like passing through a toll booth on the highway. I had been concerned that because these experiences do not last, that I was doing something wrong, but I now believe that they are supposed to be one time events, just like a graduation or a toll booth.

(Message edited by dirkwright on August 03, 2006)
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Thursday, August 03, 2006 - 10:02 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Don't know what made me think about the radio. except that I looked out my window and saw about 100 ft of antenna running from the deck to a pine tree. The Samurai has been into this stuff since he was a kid.

I found Michael Rhodes at a used book store in the mid-eighties. At first I thought it was a lot of hogwash, but over time, I began to see more and more truth in his books.

Never thought about blessing folks. I'm not a healer. The only thing that I do is pray by directing energy to the person. It probably isn't perfect, because the energy coming from me could be contaminated by me, but I try to pass it through an intermediary. Sort of like a filter. What the person does with the energy is up to him/her. That way I don't feel that I am affecting their free will.

Thanks for the thoughts about the cd player. I'll give it a try.
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 586
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Posted on Thursday, August 03, 2006 - 10:44 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Good morning my dear! I heard your voice in my head just about the time you posted the above. Isn't telepathy grand? I love it!
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Southern Cross
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Post Number: 905
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Southern Cross
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Post Number: 907
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Posted on Thursday, August 03, 2006 - 3:10 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Just ordered delta sleep. Thanks. Ops. I probably shouldn't mention sleep, considering the night you had.
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 588
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Posted on Thursday, August 03, 2006 - 4:05 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

That's great! I hope you enjoy it! Oh, I'm pumped up on a little too much caffeine right now, can't form sentences very well right now, but I am tired for sure. The lost sleep is just about all the excitement over the last few days.

Giving a blessing isn't really "healing", but I suppose it can have that effect. I see it as the opposite of throwing a curse.

Telepathy is cool, no need to think it's strange. I've wanted a telepathic connection with someone for so long now I can't remember when I first thought of it. Thank you for giving me a taste of it. Hopefully we can drink again. I've said for over a decade now that telepathy is "next". I hope that "next" comes fast and soon.
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Southern Cross
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Post Number: 909
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Posted on Thursday, August 03, 2006 - 4:23 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

No, I experience telepathy as someone else's thoughts popping into my head. I don't usually hear thoughts the way I would a normal person talking. I suppose that it's a matter of perception. Is it unusual for you to get that kind of "message" from people?
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 590
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Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 8:24 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

All of my telepathic communication with people from other worlds has been in the form of verbal conversation in my head. Yesterday was the first time I experienced it from another human. Thank you.

I believe telepathy is supposed to be "conversing in each other's head", rather than just the communication of ideas and thoughts, though I suppose of course that qualifies also. I believe telepathy is literal, in other words.

I have so much I could say, but I don't feel comfortable talking about it too much in public, but I will say that the pain I am feeling is the pain of spiritual separation that is part of the human condition. I am pining for a deep and conscious spiritual connection with someone, and this pining is coming from the one greater than the little "i" that lives here now. It's not something I have direct control over, in other words. I have no idea how, when, where or what this will play out, but I am aware that part of me is actively searching for the one I am supposed to join with in this way. I believe now that the experience I had with my first wife, when we laid side by side with our backs aligned, would make an excellent spiritual practice, and is probably something I'm supposed to be doing every day.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 11:09 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Interesting about the telepathy. Has it happened more than once? I'm getting ready to go to Mexico for the wine festival. I have more info about the hot tub heaters. I'll try to post later if the net is working in the marina.
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 594
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Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 11:31 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Have a nice time.

Every time I have communicated with them it has been conversation only. Even the messages I received from the devas was words in my head. Telepathy is important in my opinion, I just never had a teacher, or at least someone I could practice with.
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scion
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Post Number: 133
Registered: 4-2006
Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 12:43 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Dirk, sorry I can't find the bookmark for the meditation cd website you gave me. I was planning on ordering today. Could you post it one more time?
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 598
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Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 1:40 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

It's called the Delta Sleep System. You can buy it here.

SC, I remember now. I had a girlfriend a really long time ago where, after a date, I would be falling asleep in my dorm room and hear her voice in my head babbling away really fast. I have other people talking to me all the time every time I relax. I don't necessarily know who they are, and sometimes they say rude things, but I hear them anyway.
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scion
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Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 1:42 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Thank you Dirk.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Friday, August 04, 2006 - 4:41 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Maybe the rude ones are from the lower astral?

I wish I could hear telepathy that clearly. We all seem to use our senses so differently. For me, it just seems like something pops into my head and gets my strong attention.

I think I going to kick back for a bit, now that I'm on the boat. It's about 75, sunny, and breezy. There are quite a few guys down this weekend for a fishing tournament. They're casting off the back of their boat, and I sure hope they don't gaff me by accident.
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 600
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Posted on Saturday, August 05, 2006 - 7:45 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I'm sure they'll be so distracted by your presence that they'll completely screw up their fishing efforts. I know that would happen to me if I was there. I don't fish though, well at least not literally.

Have a great time, hope to dream of you soon.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Saturday, August 05, 2006 - 12:41 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I escaped getting gaffed. LOL Last night was the big wine tasting at a museum that used to be a casino. Great people watching. Today there is a picnic at a winery. Forgot to bring my earplugs. What a mistake. It's a small boat. Oh well, I'm good at wrapping a pillow around my head. Oh, BTW, the Mister Rogers song is what I sing to the dog in the morning.
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dirkwright
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Post Number: 601
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Posted on Saturday, August 05, 2006 - 3:48 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

SC, communicating with you the past few weeks has been the most wonderful experience I have ever had with a woman. Thank you. The depth of your intelligence and the breadth of your awareness is profoundly refreshing to me and I will always be grateful for the pearls of wisdom that have been born of our interaction.

Isn't that amazing that I somehow knew to sing that song first thing in the morning? wow.

Another game I want to play again someday is called the "who are you?" game. I invented it about 17 years ago, yet I have only had the chance to play it once. Two people take two chairs, like dinning room side chairs, and sit facing each other closely, such that one has the knees wide and the other has them close. The reason for the closeness is because it makes it easier for one person to place the hands palm side up, and the other to place their hands on top of the first person's hands with the palms aligned. Now, sitting like this comfortably and making eye contact, each person takes turns saying who they really are, telling the truth as clearly as they can. For example:
you: "Who are you, Dirk?"
me: "I am the essence of life, I am the ongoing presence, I am forever and ever, and I will never die. Who are you, SC?"
you: "I am the beauty of the mountains, I am the infinity of the sea. I am the wonder of children and I will never die. Who are you, Dirk?"

and so on...until something happens. The first and only time I did this with a friend of my first wife's, a small space ship landed in the back yard and emitted a thick invisible fluid that flowed across the ground and felt very cold on our feet and legs. We got scared and stopped. I did this with you in my imagination and what happened was that the pupils of your eyes became light. Isn't that wonderful?

In the end, the raw emotion of love and pain become intermingled and indistinguishable, like the birthing of a child, the pain and joy lead to new and greater things. If you tune into me and feel strong emotion, it is not necessarily a bad thing. Emotions for men are deep and powerful, but our bodies don't handle them very well.

Last night I was watching TV and having a glass of wine and thinking of you of course, and I felt a strong and angry woman's thought that really shook me up and I immediately thought, no! of course not! I don't think of you that way, but I don't know who it was exactly.

I've been wearing earplugs during sleeping for longer than I can remember. I must have started when I was a teenager, to muffle my father's snoring, which was tremendous and rumbled through out the house. Sorry you forgot yours. I know it would be difficult for me to sleep without them.

Hope to be in touch soon, by whatever means you choose.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Sunday, August 06, 2006 - 12:03 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Hmm. The samurai and I had quite a row on Friday night. I wonder if you somehow picked up the anger? And I may indeed have thought something pretty nasty, no matter what you think of me. We tend to put our best foot forward on message boards like this. Heck, why spend a lot of time explaining that I wanted to drop kick him into hell at that moment. I came from an abusive relationship with my ex, so sometimes my PTSD throws me into an extreme fight or flight overreaction.

The picnic yesterday was a lot of fun. Great music and dancing by the vineyard. The only thing that made me a little uncomfortable was that the entire area was surrounded by bodyguards. This area of Mexico had so little crime for so long. I just donít think of it as dangerous.

It really does seem strange to be rattling around in your head as easily as I seem to be doing. Iíve always been able to tune into people whom Iíve know well. I often finish the samuraiís sentences for him, or heíll say a few words and then assume that I know the rest. But that could be from being married for so long.

No OBEís. Thatís getting old.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Sunday, August 06, 2006 - 8:58 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Wow, so I really did hear you on Friday night. I know exactly what you said too. I just can't repeat it here though...

Yes, dancing. I knew you liked that. I've been thinking about that off and on all day today. I had a persistant picture in my mind of you dancing today. It was nice. I don't know how to do that; though I'd like to learn someday. My grandfather is an expert round dancer. He used to always try and get me to take lessons or something. The funny thing is that once him and his girlfriend stayed with us in Reston, Virginia because there was a square and round dancing festival going on. I was completely amused when I saw the men dressed in matching outfits with their wives, but the thought occurred to me that they probably have the best sex on the planet. I was just amazed at it all, that these men would dress like this to please their women. wow.

I don't know what to make of all the coincidences we've had. It all seems more than a coincidence on it's own, like it's a small miracle or something, but then again it may just be two sensitive people tuning in to each other. I do know that I am now spoiled for all other women. None will ever come close to who you are. Can I call you Genie, as in Magic Genie? I dared to rub the lamp and out you came. I'm glad you're in my mind though. I hope you find it to be a beautiful place. thanks.

You sound like you're very close to your samurai, that's great after so long. Wish I could say the same about my spouse.

I've been on kind of an emotional roller coaster the last week or so. I'm trying to stay on an even keel though. I need to do some deep breathing or something. I hope I dream of you tonight. Sleep well, I'm going to bed.

(Message edited by dirkwright on August 06, 2006)
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Sunday, August 06, 2006 - 9:39 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I wonder what the heck you heard in your mind? We have to talk, perhaps? I donít know about spoiling you with other women. I do think that we have some kind of telepathic communication going on. It could be related to e.t. stuff, but it may not be. At this point, I remain open to many possibilities. Yes, the samurai and I are very close. He thinks that his mission in life is to keep me safe. I donít know why or what the purpose is, but we came together to fulfill something that I can only identify as karmic. I do remember a number of ďpast livesĒ with him.

I am sorry that you donít feel the same connection with your wife, at this time. But I do know that she is a wonderful lady, and that I think that she and I would become friends, given our propensity to love Hindu philosophy. I thank you for giving me the kind of joyous support that I need in this time in my life. Itís almost as if God Himself were standing behind you and giving me a big kiss on the top of my head through you. Blessings to you and your home.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 8:19 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

OK, well, I didn't want to post this, but here goes. I distinctly heard: "I'm nothing but a pu&&y to you!!!" on Friday evening. Since I would never think of you that way, I found it very confusing.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 10:47 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

In my life so far, I have found that I am very attracted to women with psychic abilities. I can't help myself around such women, and start having very romantic thoughts and feelings. So, this probably explains my strange babblings over the last few weeks on this thread. I'll stop now.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 10:50 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

The argument was the exact opposite of what you said. He said that he wasn't attracted to me.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 10:58 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

When he's angry he tends to go for the throat. It's sad that he reacts that way. It doesn't happen very often, but when it does, it's like world war three. Jeesh.

I need to keep the post short so I don't lose it. I could tell that you were just being romantic. I think it's sweet, and I was very flattered. My ego really needed it. Thanks.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 12:47 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

He has no idea what he is missing. He's a fool to say that he is not attracted to you, and he has no idea how unique and valuable you are in relationship. I am sorry you have to deal with him. Beware of samurai warriors in need of concubines.

Of course your relationship is "karmic". Stuff needs to be worked out.

There is a price to pay for awareness. Things you find out may not be pleasant. What if I were to say that I remembered that my spouse used to be my parent? What do you think that does to libido? Life is more rich and complex than any of us realize, that's probably why most of us don't want to remember. I'm different in that respect because I'm willing to pay the price to wake up. What if you asked for your ideal mate? What would you feel if you met a person from your dreams and they turned out to be better than anything you could have imagined, yet neither you nor they were available or even within a reasonable traveling distance? Sometimes I wonder if it's better not to know, to shut down and tune out, to just be a drone and get on with your life, because waking up is too painful, too full of emotion, and too disruptive to allow one to live a reasonably peaceful life. Sometimes I just want to drop the thread and just be the blind man raving at the stars and crying in pain at his loneliness, but I can't do that.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 2:45 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I had no idea my romantic ramblings were helping you, but I am glad you find them valuable. I can post more as the spirit moves me.

I had a dream the other night. We were standing at the base of a very rocky hill, trying to figure out how to get over it to the other side. It looked like a very hard thing to do to me.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 3:10 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

It's like when I'm talking on the phone with my wife about ordinary things, I try and imagine that it's you I'm talking to instead. You have so much depth; it's like you're an infinite ocean of femininity and I just want to swim inside you forever. Thanks for being in my life.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 5:44 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I didn't mean to give you the wrong idea about the samurai. He's crazy about me, but when he gets angry he says the most ridiculous things. My best friend told me that she thought he was miffed that a good looking man was flirting with me at the party. I think all relationships have great up and downs. When things are bad, I remember the nights that he would sit next to me all night, taking care of me. Now that you mentioned relationships, the samauri was my older brother in a different life. And I killed my ex in another one. Sometimes I think it goes on and on. Just work to get off this wheel of life, that's my moto.

I assure you, that I'm every bit as shallow as the rest of the world, and quite a bit more materialistic.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 7:01 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

By the way, re your post 609 - Was that original, or were you quoting?

So, if you met this dream woman, would you want her to live down the street from you? Do you think that would be disruptive? What would you tell your wife? It sounds to me like everyone loses that way.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 7:23 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I'm sorry, I've said too much. I apologize.

Everything I write is original.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 7:28 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

And you think you aren't a poet? That was the most beautiful thing a person has said to me.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Monday, August 07, 2006 - 8:10 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Now I know why all those other world ladies flock to you like moths to a flame.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Tuesday, August 08, 2006 - 8:28 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Thank you. Wordcrafting is a small hobby of mine. I don't know why you inspired all of these writings, but I wouldn't read anything significant into them. It was probably more about me than it was about you. I let my imagination get away from me this time, and for that I apologize.

I hope this thread has not caused you undue distress, but if it has, I apologize. I would prefer that this thread die a peaceful death, and I want this to be my last post to it. Thanks to you, I have learned several things about relationships with women. I have learned that just because you dream about someone, it doesn't mean any more than if you met them on a train. I have learned that just because many coincidences happen, it doesn't mean that the other person is meant for me. I have also learned that just because a psychic link is established, it doesn't mean that I was meant to be intimate with them. Finally, what I have learned is that what is really the most important thing in relationships is common wisdom as expressed in common values and ideals. No longer will I be distracted by these other things.

This may be my last lifetime here, and just as seniors graduate from high school and never return, I will most likely never return here. They told me I didn't have to come back if I didn't want to, but one thing I have that is unfinished business is this thing about soulmates, about finding someone identical to you but the opposite gender. This concept may be just another New Age fantasy, but all I have been trying to do for a very long time now is to prove it one way or the other. If she exists, I just wanted to say hello before I leave forever.

So, thank you SC for allowing me to learn from you, though I know you did not intend to be one of my teachers. It has been great.
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Tuesday, August 08, 2006 - 12:54 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Just A Dream
From A Midsummer Night's Dream
Act V, Sc. I
By Wiliam Shakespeare


PUCK :
If we shadows have offended,
Think but this, and all is mended,
That you have but slumber'd here
While these visions did appear.
And this weak and idle theme,
No more yielding but a dream,
Gentles, do not reprehend:
if you pardon, we will mend:
And, as I am an honest Puck,
If we have unearned luck
Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue,
We will make amends ere long;
Else the Puck a liar call;
So, good night unto you all.
Give me your hands, if we be friends,
And Robin shall restore amends.
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dirkwright
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Hi SC, isn't Shakespeare grand? I have imagined reading to you his Sonnets, though I know doing that is only a fantasy. I am having trouble stopping this conversation. It was the Shakespeare that brought me back.

I realized today that you are the only woman I have ever known that has inspired me to write romantic prose. Not one girlfriend nor wife has ever compelled me to speak the way I speak to you. I have felt so compelled to do this that I have risked doing it in a public place. I feel confused, because I have disrespected both our marriages, and the lifestyle you lead is foreign to me, yet I still feel compelled to continue. When we met in the dream, and I do believe it was you, your energy was unfamiliar to me, though it is becoming familiar to me now. I do not believe I have known you before, yet the romantic prose keeps coming. It was wrong for me to make love to you with words, yet somehow I could not help myself. I feel I am on a strange path in a strange place, and yet I feel a drive to continue.
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Southern Cross
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Hi Buddy. I do love Shakespeare. I was thinking that it may be possible for souls to be in a kind of vibrational frequency where one amplifies something in the other. Maybe I'm like a muse to you on some level.

I don't take it as though you are speaking directly to me in a way that is designed to be disrespectful to either of our spouses. I think it could be the idea of me that you are responding to. I could represent a creative outlet for you.

Your energy puts me in a happy place in my head, so it's not onesided. Maybe it has something to do with the energy that you received in your spiritual experience. Let me know if you want to talk about it.

It could be that we somehow do ramble around easily in each other's minds. Have you ever heard of the concept that the grays can mingle human souls?
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dirkwright
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Hi SC. I want to tell you that you have given me something far more valuable than any physical commodity. You have given me hope, and I will be eternally grateful for this gift. A long time ago, I gave up on the idea that it was possible to form a perfect union with a woman, to merge with her body and soul, spirit and mind. I settled for less, and of course received less. You are the first woman I have found that feels to me capable of receiving all of me, my entire physical and non-physical expression, and that gives me hope. Your ability has made me realize that it is indeed possible to join together at a very deep and intimate level, to achieve the ultimate closeness. This is what has driven me to such risks on this message board. You have rekindled a hope and a desire in me that I thought I had completely lost. If I die tomorrow, it will be OK, because now I know that I was right, that I wasn't some raving lunatic talking about telepathy and spiritual intimacy, and that my feelings were true all along. You've given me my sanity and for that I also be eternally grateful.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Wednesday, August 09, 2006 - 11:05 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Hi SC, send me a pm when you want me to call. I don't want to interupt anything at your place.
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dirkwright
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My dearest SC, a small poem for you:

The Kiss

A passionate kiss,
A powerful embrace,
A Love is born,
and burns forever.




Ah, I have a monkey that needs a serious spanking. This may take a while....

Sleep tight my sweet, hope to see you tonight.
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susi t learn
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Posted on Wednesday, August 09, 2006 - 8:13 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

i have a question. if you are married but have an 'otherworldly' lover, do you consider that adultry?
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Wednesday, August 09, 2006 - 9:41 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I'm still trying to figure that one out, Susi. It's not really like physical sex. It's more of a soul connection, that started happening on it's own. Hell, I don't know WHAT it is. It doesn't feel wrong, though. We're just going with it for now. I wish I could explain more, but I can't until I get more answers. There's a lot more going on than pure imagination, though.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Thursday, August 10, 2006 - 9:03 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Thank you, my beloved goddess, for acknowledging our connection. I feel loved when you do that.
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susi t learn
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Posted on Thursday, August 10, 2006 - 9:17 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

dirk

does your wife read this board?
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dirkwright
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Posted on Thursday, August 10, 2006 - 9:33 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

no. I would rather risk becoming a homeless bum on the street than to ever deny the connection between SC and me.

I just remembered something SC. My wife has an evil sister. This woman is just plain nuts. When their step grandfather died, the evil sister took almost everything of value out of the house. My poor wife got a lamp and a few small things. Isn't that interesting?

(Message edited by dirkwright on August 10, 2006)
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Southern Cross
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Posted on Thursday, August 10, 2006 - 11:18 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

Susi, has a point, Dirk. The last thing I would want to see is anyone getting hurt over this. So, in respect for those who read this thread, I'm going to try to take a more clinical approach.

I suspect that there is something e.t. related to the connection. For the last month, I have been trying to establish contact, or a relationship with them. I also started rereading "The Path." One of the things that the path discusses is the meaning of compassion, in that compassion gives the soul what it truly needs. This connection, I think, represents a compassionate gift, and an opportunity for soul growth. One of the reasons that I think the grays may be involved, is because I feel them around me lately, and I have been receiving some "messages." Last night, I was lying in bed, and I started hearing bird calls quite clearly in my head. At the same time, I received a clear vision of three balls of light moving rapidly about a ship of some kind. Then I heard the distinctive mechanical voices and I fell asleep.

I don't know what else to think at this point. Gotta wake up more. ((HUGS))
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susi t learn
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Posted on Thursday, August 10, 2006 - 11:20 am:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

i realize that whatever's going on between you two is none of my business...but i admit i'm a very nosy person.

so i'll refrain from commenting further.
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dirkwright
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Posted on Thursday, August 10, 2006 - 12:22 pm:   Edit Post Delete Post View Post/Check IP Print Post

I hear the bird chirps once in a while also. Next time I hear them, I'm going to try and remember to tell them that I want to remember everything that happens.

As always, I respect whatever decisions you make SC. Love to me is about freedom, not servitude or possession. I still love my wife, but this is about a much greater and deeper love, at least that's my experience. This is something I can't even understand, it is so deep. I will always feel the same towards you no matter what happens. I also do not want to cause anyone any harm in this. That would be wrong.

I would love to hear what messages you're receiving SC. You can pm me anytime of course.
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